A Dream Within A Dream
by Edgar Allan Poe Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow-
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.
I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand-
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep- while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?
i'm sooo happy with my last dance! ^_^ it was not with howard though.he knew i wanted to dance with somebody else.he let me dance with adam,it really touched me.thanks how! ^_^
a few songs before the last song,fiona told me that adam wanted to dance with me for the last song.i don't know what to do,i already said "yes" to howard but i really wanted to dance with adam.when the last song was played,i asked howard if he already danced with fiona.he said that she turned down his invitation.i told him that he should dance with her"may gusto ka isayaw na iba noh?",sabi nya but i said wala.but i think he noticed that i really wanted to dance with adam.i guess i'm not good in hiding things,you know.
"san c adam?ibigay kita sa kanya.alam ko man gusto mo sya i-last dance"...those words really touched me.howard is really a good friend.he found adam standing near the side of the dance floor.he brought me there and gave me to adam.i didn't know how to react at first but its a good thing adam had the initiative to start the conversation.he asked me about the yearbook,etc.i was really happy. ^_^ and i noticed that he smelled soooo good.hehe.la lang. ^_^
well..we actually danced twice.the first was during the middle of the socials.it was fun too.he gave me a rose and said "sorry,di ako nkahanap ng violet na rose".that made me happy again.haha!he took pictures and mark took a video of adam and me dancing.hmmm..i want to have a copy.hehe.
haayyy..i want to freeze time and reamin in that moment when i was dancing with him.i'm just soo happy.but i don't know,there's this omething that still bothers me.its about the other girl linked to him.i'm quite jealous.i guess i liked adam very much already.or perhaps in love with him.shucks! i hope everything will fall in place soon...i still have questions and doubts.i hope i will find answers soon..haayy.i just can't get over my last dance..tsktsk