*~*~*~*~people ask me why of all people i chose to like you~*~*~*~*

first of all, i did not choose to like you.its the thing called fate.and i can't give then an answer,i don't know why i like you.it just happened that i like you.and i think that i don't need any reason to like somebody.my friends keep on telling me that i deserve someone better.they say that you don't deserve me.kaw daw kasi yung type na walang pakialam...and that makes you very unlikeable.

ugh!sometimes, i just hate myself for liking you.i feel so unnoticed, so unappreciated.but sometimes,you really make my heart skip beats.those were the times when you took my breath away and made me feel like i'm the most loved girl in the world.but you're so inconsistent.sometimes you notice me, sometimes you don't.that's why i have so many doubts...so many questions.and i know i have to find the answers soon or i'll be losing my sanity.

there's this other girl.my friends keep me updated on the two of you.they say you're very sweet when you're together.they say that you already seem to like her.well,she's not the only girl i'm jealous with.i think there are 3 of them.quite insecure huh?at least i keep all this insecurity confined within me.i'd rather keep it than let people know that i'm such a loser for being so insecure.

now that we have only24 days till we graduate,i hope that the next days would be happy for the both of us.even if we would spend those days living our own seprate lives,i hope that those days would be blissful.just by seeing you happy,i know that i've already won you.

i really hope to see you in college.i hope that we would still be friends...though we don't talk that much and we don't really spend time with each other,i'm really gonna miss you...