thanks to my boring summer days,i get to ponder more on things lately.i've realized how much i have been missing just beacause i got too crazy over some stuff (and people). ugh! i just hate myself sometimes.i tend to say and do lots of things that i regret sooner or later.well..i just happened to drop by my other blog and a "concerned citizen" posted a comment that brought me back to my senses.i've been soo into someone for the longest time and i said something like waiting for him 'til im 28 blah.blah.blah. why should i wait for someone that i know will never come? i've done lots of crazy stuff,said lots of shitty words and i guess its time to regain my self-worth. (do i sound a bit bitter here?well..sorry :D)

i don't mean to be bitter,its just that i want to completely let go of my past heartaches.how come i never knew i was just holding on to false hopes? hmm...now that i'm heading off to college,i want to start anew.i don't want to worry myself about stuff that could be set aside first.i know i have far better things to think and worry about than my oh-so-colorful-lovelife (as what i usually call it).



some random stuff

--i just had my tooth taken out yesterday ^_^ i'm quite reliefed for this one.i've been dying to have it taken off and finally, i got rid of it! hehe ^_^

--i miss my friends..becky,kams, mark...3 of the 4 people that played such a big role in my life :D

--i miss my bestfriend.. howie.i just miss talking to him everyday.i miss annoying him.hehe. tsktsk.. i just miss him :(

--may bagong dear doctor love.hehe.intrigued na ako masyado.

--i'm leaving on the 8th.that would be next week.i'm leaving with migs.

--my summer's soo boring

--i want to study again.i miss copying notes T_T i want to read again! haha!

--i still don't want to leave.i don't think i'm ready to be away from my family for so long. T_T

--the yearbook's finally out.and i guess our efforts paid-off.hehe.hope ILLUMINA likes it ^_^

--our room's bigger now and the PC's just 2 feet away from the bed.hehe.^_^

--i've watched da vinci code..now i'm wondering.was it really paul bettany's butt i've seen?!

--i got the cd's from jason (the compilation thing) and i just miss my batchmates.T_T i miss everyone!

--i finally saw our MTV for Kadi.it was awesome!.hehe. ^_^

--i just had a fight with dahly.i'm super glad i don't have a black eye at this very moment.hehe

--kamille's b-day's getting closer

--today is ruth's b-day! happy bday ruth! :D

--i watched Legally Blonde 1 and 2 today.hehe ^_^

--i guess i've already blabbed enough.hehe. ^_^ cge, goodbye for now! :D