♥ let the butterflies flutter by..

Friday, February 17, 2006Y

valentines day hangover

whoaa! this is the first time someone actually gave me a poem.i'm sooo happy.^_^ here it is:

HIDDEN FLOWER

Early morning dew dampens as the sun rose high
Snow white and silky clouds lovely spread the sky
The earth feels warm breaking the resting charm
Bestowing strength to species in nature's hand
Birds enjoying freedom in the fresh air
Thirsty wildlife delight in crystal water
Bees and butterflies tour the beautiful flowers
Admiring the beauties of wonderful creatures
Beneath the thick plants in this wonderful world
Living with grasses that nature hardly looks
A beautiful flower is blooming its brilliant tone
Never been touched and never been seen before
Oh, how peaceful your life hidden flower
Far from peril and abuse of other creatures
How I wish I could live with you there
Somebody admiring your beauty forever

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i like the poem.^_^ but i don't know...i still have doubts.or am i just being paranoid again?...i think he likes someone else.ugh!i don't know!i just want to be happy...and be with him...but i guess that's already too much to ask

3:12 AM

Sunday, February 12, 2006Y

last dance

i'm sooo happy with my last dance! ^_^ it was not with howard though.he knew i wanted to dance with somebody else.he let me dance with adam,it really touched me.thanks how! ^_^

a few songs before the last song,fiona told me that adam wanted to dance with me for the last song.i don't know what to do,i already said "yes" to howard but i really wanted to dance with adam.when the last song was played,i asked howard if he already danced with fiona.he said that she turned down his invitation.i told him that he should dance with her"may gusto ka isayaw na iba noh?",sabi nya but i said wala.but i think he noticed that i really wanted to dance with adam.i guess i'm not good in hiding things,you know.

"san c adam?ibigay kita sa kanya.alam ko man gusto mo sya i-last dance"...those words really touched me.howard is really a good friend.he found adam standing near the side of the dance floor.he brought me there and gave me to adam.i didn't know how to react at first but its a good thing adam had the initiative to start the conversation.he asked me about the yearbook,etc.i was really happy. ^_^ and i noticed that he smelled soooo good.hehe.la lang. ^_^

well..we actually danced twice.the first was during the middle of the socials.it was fun too.he gave me a rose and said "sorry,di ako nkahanap ng violet na rose".that made me happy again.haha!he took pictures and mark took a video of adam and me dancing.hmmm..i want to have a copy.hehe.

haayyy..i want to freeze time and reamin in that moment when i was dancing with him.i'm just soo happy.but i don't know,there's this omething that still bothers me.its about the other girl linked to him.i'm quite jealous.i guess i liked adam very much already.or perhaps in love with him.shucks! i hope everything will fall in place soon...i still have questions and doubts.i hope i will find answers soon..haayy.i just can't get over my last dance..tsktsk

1:43 AM

last song

here's the last for this year...its kinda funny.on my playlist,kahit kailan comes before you'll be safehere,which is the last song last year.la lang...just wanna share..

SOUTH BORDER lyrics

1:11 AM

Friday, February 03, 2006Y

next saturday is prom day.everything's fine as of the moment and i hope it would continue till the prom night.i'm working on my gown and our class dance is fine ,the dance is almost complete and so far i'm doing just fine.and i'm very glad my aunt from illinois gave me 1,500!haha!i dont know why,my mom just told me she did.its a big help,really.^_^ maybe its a grad gift or some sort.well, thanks tita! ^_^

hmm..what else can i tell you?

okay...just let me share my "dream" last dance.i dont know why but the last dance is a very big deal for me.i mean,this is my last prom and i want it to be very special.not that last year's prom wasn't.it was special too but i want this prom to be even more special...

i have a last dance for the last song.howard invited me to dance with him.he was my last dance last year and he was special to me then..very special.well, 'nuff of that.this year though,i'm dreaming of this "last dance".i wish the one special to me will invite me to damce with him when the prom's over.he would bring me back to the ballroom,we would be alone there,dancing.and he would be give me a bouquet of white roses and maybe some other romantic stuff.call me mushy but i really wish this would happen.i really do.but again, i shouldn't get my hopes too high or i might end up depressed.

if this wish will be granted,i would probably be the happiest girl in the world! ^_^ haha! but i really need divine intervention to make this wish come true...hmm..i think that's all for now.i'm really tired.and we still have ti practice tomorrow.i'd better have my "beauty rest" now or i'll be having big eyebags tomorrow .ciao! ^_^

7:20 AM

Wednesday, February 01, 2006Y

exams!

shucks! its our achievment tests and i really have to study! my grades are at stake here, you see.and i can't afford to have substandard grade this quarter.haller?!its already the last quarter,obviously,i SHOULD NOT have any sub grades.kakahiya naman kung meron noh.

haay.prom is fast approaching and after 48 years,at last my gown is already in progress. ^_^ and i'm glad that i'm okay with mom now and she's very supportive.hehe.i was kind of surprised but i'm really thankful that we're okay now.

i htink that's all for now.i still have to study for tomorrow's test.its physics and econ tomorrow! gosh! those two are my most dreaded subjects.okay...got to go!i hope i can update soon ^_^

10:24 PM