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Tuesday, May 30, 2006Y

thanks to my boring summer days,i get to ponder more on things lately.i've realized how much i have been missing just beacause i got too crazy over some stuff (and people). ugh! i just hate myself sometimes.i tend to say and do lots of things that i regret sooner or later.well..i just happened to drop by my other blog and a "concerned citizen" posted a comment that brought me back to my senses.i've been soo into someone for the longest time and i said something like waiting for him 'til im 28 blah.blah.blah. why should i wait for someone that i know will never come? i've done lots of crazy stuff,said lots of shitty words and i guess its time to regain my self-worth. (do i sound a bit bitter here?well..sorry :D)

i don't mean to be bitter,its just that i want to completely let go of my past heartaches.how come i never knew i was just holding on to false hopes? hmm...now that i'm heading off to college,i want to start anew.i don't want to worry myself about stuff that could be set aside first.i know i have far better things to think and worry about than my oh-so-colorful-lovelife (as what i usually call it).


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some random stuff

--i just had my tooth taken out yesterday ^_^ i'm quite reliefed for this one.i've been dying to have it taken off and finally, i got rid of it! hehe ^_^

--i miss my friends..becky,kams, mark...3 of the 4 people that played such a big role in my life :D

--i miss my bestfriend.. howie.i just miss talking to him everyday.i miss annoying him.hehe. tsktsk.. i just miss him :(

--may bagong dear doctor love.hehe.intrigued na ako masyado.

--i'm leaving on the 8th.that would be next week.i'm leaving with migs.

--my summer's soo boring

--i want to study again.i miss copying notes T_T i want to read again! haha!

--i still don't want to leave.i don't think i'm ready to be away from my family for so long. T_T

--the yearbook's finally out.and i guess our efforts paid-off.hehe.hope ILLUMINA likes it ^_^

--our room's bigger now and the PC's just 2 feet away from the bed.hehe.^_^

--i've watched da vinci code..now i'm wondering.was it really paul bettany's butt i've seen?!

--i got the cd's from jason (the compilation thing) and i just miss my batchmates.T_T i miss everyone!

--i finally saw our MTV for Kadi.it was awesome!.hehe. ^_^

--i just had a fight with dahly.i'm super glad i don't have a black eye at this very moment.hehe

--kamille's b-day's getting closer

--today is ruth's b-day! happy bday ruth! :D

--i watched Legally Blonde 1 and 2 today.hehe ^_^

--i guess i've already blabbed enough.hehe. ^_^ cge, goodbye for now! :D

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Wednesday, May 17, 2006Y

argh! da vinci code's rated R-18! i felt like the whole world collapsed when i learned bout this.i just can't believe those MTRCB people think so low of the Filipino youth! curse 'em! i waited so long for this movie and now that it's finally here,there's a BIG chance that i won't be able to watch it! T_T i certainly think that people of our age can fully understand the movie and i surely think that people won't become aetheists or some sort just because the book said that Jesus Christ was married to Mary Magdalene and even had a child.Jesus was born human and having a family is just human!

hmm..another thing,many people want to watch the movie but can't because of those stupid MTRCB people.these people would resort to buying pirated copies of the movie,thus promoting piracy! sheesh! grr..i'm just so depressed.and one more thing. if i cant see the the movie,that would mean missing paul bettany!!! T_T sorry for the drama,but this whole thing's just driving me nuts. (tears..tears..tears..)


huwaah! paul bettany <3>

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Sunday, May 14, 2006Y




here's a poem by Edgar Allan Poe...hehe.i just love this poem,dunno why ^_^


A Dream Within A Dream


Take this kiss upon the brow!

And, in parting from you now,

Thus much let the avow-

You are not wrong, who deem

That my days have been a dream;

Yet if hope has thrown away

In a night, or in a day,

In a vision, or in none,

Is it therefore the less gone?

All that we see or seem

Is but a dream within a dream

I stand amid the roar

Of a surf-tormented shore,

And I hold within my hand

Grains of the golden sand-

How few! Yet how they creep

Through my fingers to the deep,

While I weep- while I weep!

O God! Can I not grasp

Them with a tighter clasp?

O God! Can I not save

One from the pitiless wave?

Is all that we see or seem

But a dream within a dream?

...ain't it nice? :D (hmm..just don't mind the pic..hehe^_^)


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